Before Christmas

Just a few minuets ago my Mom just yelled at me for putting shit on the floor of the shower. I admit it but I had to put it some where. I got an e-mail from the head coach of the cheerleading team at the school I go to. She said some girls are going to quit because of the schedule change. I told her I am still interested. My friends will be happy that I will be apart of something. The coach just emailed me again saying we have practice tomorrow from 4:15pm-6:15pm. I don't know why two hours but that will work for me. I have to catch up on what I missed with them.

I will let you guys know what is going on with them in later posts just keep an eye on what's happening.

Close To Christmas

I just want to start off by saying, Merry Christmas to all who is reading this entry.

My Mom is still yelling at my Dad for not hearing her and doing stupid things. Every time she yells, I find something sharp and slit my wrists. I did twice last week and it looks like a vampire from "Twilight" bit it. Ahwell, it only happends when she doesn't smoke for a very long period of time. It feels like my Mother is a freaking Drill Seargent.

Every time she coughs, it sounds like she is going to throw up just by the expression my Mom has on her face. I just hate it when she does that. Plus the poor soul does it in her sleep.

Like I've said before, who would love a freakin Drill Seargent? I know I wouldn't want one for a mother.

By the way, my 21st birthday is comming up here soon. It's three days after Christmas (December 28th is the big day). Whoever is reading this entry, you can throw a party for me if you want. Just remember I will be 21. I don't care if it's a suprise party. Some of yinz know where I live.

An Annoying Girl Story

My so called “friend” and I had a disagreement. We argued about how our religions are different and I told her she’s annoying. For right now I’m not disclosing her name because if she reads this she will turn me in for harasment. Yeah I told her she was annoying. Ever since I started hanging around her she had been talking about this guy I knew from 1st grade. This girl thought he was cute and all, but he had a girlfriend at the time. Well, she couldn’t take me saying she was annoying anymore.

Before I came home from school today I called the Vice President for Student Services. He told me to quit emailing her and just lay low. He also talked about the polices that the College has. I felt confident speaking with him about it.

This girl I am talking about, e-mailed me on our college e-mail saying that she got all of my facebook messages on facebook. Also she said that we can’t be “friends” anymore. Hell, we wasn’t even friends in the first place. This girl is a Jehovah’s Witness, and my Mom said not to hang around her any more.
Well, I am not talking to her anymore and not sitting with her on the bus ride to school. I have to find a different time to take the bus to school next semester. The reason is that she’s graduating next semester. I will be glad to see her go after May 2011. I hated her guts.

What a Day!

Today is the Friday before halloween. At school, some people have their costumes on, and that will be including me. There's a blind girl who rides the bus with me and she dressed up as a fairy. At first I thought she was a hooker with wings. Ah well, times are hard when you need new glasses. Tomorrow is my dad's birthday and Butler is having their annual trick or treat night. I'm going to that I think alone because I am old enough to go.

My Choices...

My choices have made me who I am today. None of my friends did anything but support me if I was having trouble with something. Also my friends at church helped me too if I was down. I think I have grown stronger in my faith as a Christian and also I have resisted some temptations but the ones I have fallen into I will probably will be forgiven for them. As a junior at a two year college, there are some worldly people who take advantage of what they choose to be right from wrong.

Now on to my Mom. If she wants an answer, she has to find it by yelling at either my Dad or myself. But if I am not in the room when my parents are fighting, I tend to over hear and start to cry. My choice then is to stay out of it. Also my Mom has accused me of lying to her about telling my friends part of what's going on. But the truth is, I have been telling them the WHOLE TRUTH.

All I want is to have a normal life where no one is yelling at me and that I can make MY OWN choices and instead of some one making my choices for me. For goodness sake, I am 20 years old!

Love

I hate it when people tell me that they already have a girlfriend. I wish one of my guy friends would just tell me that I will be his. But that's not gonna happen AT ALL. *Crying* I don't know why that happends but it does. Also I don't know why men who have girlfriends or wives go on dating sites like Mocospace or OkCupid. I just want to know why they deny ME.

The Signs Of The End Of This Age And The Coming Of The Son Of Man

Please Read Matthew 24:1-42

Jesus is coming back and there will be signs that will make us know the specific time. In Matthew 24:6 Jesus says that we will hear about wars and rumors of wars and we should not be troubled and it will pass. Why because that will not be the right time for THE END. Jesus had told us there will be lightning out of the east and shine even on to the west, and so shall the Son of man be (Matt 24:27). Even though this world is becoming worse every day we should read God's word more often to know the right time when the Son of man will come. And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose (Romans 8:28 KJV).

If you don't know Jesus as your savior please pray the following prayer:

Dear Jesus,

I know I have sinned and I want to be with you. Please forgive my sins and come dine in my heart with me. I've heard of your wondrous works and please work them on me. Plus I want to serve you til I go home in heaven. I want to tell others about your good news. Let me find a good home church and I want to hear what the Gospel has to say. Come into my heart now; In Jesus' precious name,

Amen!

The Rainy Day - Poem by Rabindranath Tagore

The Rainy Day - Poem by Rabindranath Tagore

Do You Think......???

Do you think Christians like myself should have a Facebook, Myspace, Twitter? Well, my Pastor doesn't think so; nor does the rest of the church. My parents have one too. And also do you think that my mom is psychotic (for the ones who know her)? Well, my dad and I think so. Right now I am getting ready to go do the rest of the dirty laundry. I will be writing on my other blog or this one so beware.


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Ending This Year

This school year is at it's end right now. Currently, I am at BC3 for finals. I have two today, they are for Business Math and for General Psychology. I hope I do good on both. When I went to the bus terminal this morning, I saw my parents, they where sitting on one of the benches in front. So, I sat my rear end beside them. My first final is at 10:10, Then my second one starts at 12:20. They give us two hours to complete the whole thing. That is good by me. I usally complete finals in half the time (1 hour). My mom didn't mind me taking MY laptop to school today. I told her I was taking it to work on if I got board between tests. Tomorrow, I only have one final, it's for Quantity Foods. I like that class. Our professor taught us alot during this semester.

Here is a poem that I found, the name of the author is unknown:

Remember how I walked away,
On tiny feet, my first school day?
With tiny hands I waved goodbye,
And I saw the tear in the corner of your eye.
But you were brave and so was I.
We both tried hard not to cry.

My little feet carried me to school.
I remember your saying, "Now obey every rule!"
My little hands opened the heavy school door.
Everywhere I looked, there were kids galore.
I went down the hall to the big red "K".
There was Mrs. LaBoon to show me the way.

We made a big family, Mrs. LaBoon, the "Mother".
With a family this large, we had to help each other.
I've tried hard to listen throughout the whole year.
So when I'm in first grade, I'll have nothing to fear.
The muscles in my hands are now much stronger.
And even my feet look a whole lot longer.

On the last day of school, as we all wave goodbye,
Do you s'pose Mrs. LaBoon will have a tear in her eye?
It really has been a happy school year.
And if it weren't for you, Mom and Dad,
I just wouldn't have been here!!

Anouk - Break Down The Wall

I heard this song on "The Biggest Loser". Yes I am a fan. I want every one to help me.

Newspaper Article

I have been working on an article during christmas break. Well, not too long ago I picked up a copy of the student newspaper at the school that I am going too. It made it to the front page. Every one I told said good job.