Yelling Is Her Best Thing :)

Right now I think that yelling is my Mom's best thing ever. Just a few minuets ago my Mother had just yelled at my Dad for not finding a job and for just going to school. My Dad told her that going to school will get him out of the house, at least for a few hours a day for the whole week. I don't mind my Dad going to school to persue something.

It's hard that my Mom yells at us daily. Also that it's hard just to do homework or other work around the house when she is just up Dad's and my butts. Currently I have symptoms of depression but I have not actually got diagnosed. It's all because of my Mom. If anyone knows my Mom she goes to church weekly. Since we moved to the east side in May of 2010 she only went three times. From what I heard from her that the perfume that the women wear makes her gag.

Come on, be real for one moment here. I don't gag when there is a strong oder in the room (if some one farted I start too).

Sometimes I cut my wrists when the arguments between my parents get heated.

New Year.... Troubling Times

I am starting off this year on the wrong foot. First off, my Mom yells at me for having a beer on New Year's Eve. It's not my falt that our downstairs neighbors gave me a 24 ounce can of Steel Reserves. It was a nice late birthday present. For thoes who don't know my age, I turned 21 on December 28th.

Ever since I could remember my Mom would yell at me for not doing what SHE WANTED. She is ruining my father's life as well as mine. Currently my father and I are starting back to college on January 18th. I have to re arrange my schedule to make myself take two classes and not three (all classes that I have to take must be in the classroom no online ones).

I just hate my Mom right now because she is being a rude person. Awhile back when my parents had a fight I had to butt in and stop it because it was making me stressed out. My Mom told me to never talk to her like the way I did. So I had to help my dad fix the box of movies and mom got close to me and I freaked out because I'm closterphobic.

I hate it when people get close to me in a small place because I will tell them to move.

Current Stats

Currently I am on academic suspention from school. I will find out tomorrow if I will take my classes on January 18th. My Dad is taking some classes too.

I hope I will be in classes so I can boost my numbers. I will let you know if I am back in the swing of things.

Keep a look on an update.