Christmas Sunday

I had fun when I went to church today. Today was Christmas Sunday. So mostly every one and their mother was at The Salvation Army for our party. I had fun talking to everyone and eating alot. Christmas Eve is tomorrow and I can't wait. I might get more tips tomorrow. Currently I am watching Dirty Jobs, that's one of my favorite shows.

New Things

We just got a new refrigerator from Lowe's today. And it's pretty good too. The old one has been where we lived for I don't know how long. It's been here since we moved in 2 years ago. 

Next month I will be volunteering at the 2ND annual Bantam Jeep Heritage Festival. They have me helping downtown Butler directing people where to go and probably answering some questions if need be. I will be working at that on August 10TH between 5pm-9pm. 

Also I need to lay some rules down for my Mother. And here is what I’ve come up with so far:

1. Don’t yell at me.
2. Don’t swear because it’s a sin.
3. I will find someone to tell you what’s up.

It does say in the bible that we should not swear. My mom kept on telling me to honor her and my dad. 

I hate it....

I hate it when people lie to me. My mom lies to me every single day. Saturday she was yelling at me for not cleaning up after myself. Just to let you know I did what I was supposed to do.

Apparently she has the devil in her. If you wanna see what's going on please come to where I live and you will know what I am going too.

GOOD MOOD

Today I am in a good mood. I don't know why I am. Last night I watched a really good movie. It was called CHARLIE ST. CLOUD. If you have seen it before what do you think of it. Zac Efron did a good job acting in this movie. 

Today I don't know what to do besides my three paper routes. If you have any ideas on what I should do after I am done, please let me know okay?? Next Thursday I will be at the Butler Country Club for a "CLOSING DINNER" for GFWC Junior Women's Club of Butler. From what I was told it will be a good night. It's $25 for the whole meal. And guess what happened, I got the money for it. Thanks to me I saved it up. The money I saved was from the paper routes. 

This coming Monday will be Memorial Day; and I will be not delivering papers that day. I will be in town watching the Memorial Day parade. For those who live in Butler, PA like I do the parade starts at 10:40am. I read it in the Butler Eagle.

The Lucky One

The meaning for behind the title of this entry is because I am reading a book called THE LUCKY ONE by: Nicholas Sparks. It's about a Marine coming home from his third tour in Iraq with a picture of a lady who saved his life. So he walks from all the way from Colorado to North Carolina. I know that's a long way!! I am currently  reading the book. Nicholas Sparks is a defiantly good author. I recommend this book to anyone who loves to read. 

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Friday, April 27, 2012

This morning at my place I had a phone hooked up. I am glad so I call anyone from home. I can give the number out to people I know. Plus some of the people I know have my email address they can contact me both ways. 

I Hate Mondays

The reason I hate Mondays because I have 15 Butler Eagle Sunday papers to get rid of. Plus my Mom doesn't know that I am here at the library. I try to keep everything a hush-hush from my mom because she doesn't need to know everything.

Tomorrow I will be helping at the farmer's market for the Produce to People. I am glad that I am doing because I am getting out of the house at that time.

Saturday April 21, 2012

I hate it when it rains. Rain for me means depressed, sadness, don't wanna do anything. Right now I am at the library doing nothing. I don't wanna do anything but I have to. The only things I have to do is my three paper routes and go to Merge Christian Community. Right now we are doing a devotion from the time of Ash Wednesday to Pentecost. I think it's pretty cool to study the time between then. As I write this entry I am listing to a song called JESUS, SON OF GOD; it's sung by Chris Tomlin.

Nothing has happened between my Mom and I since the last time we fought. I hate it when we do it. After we fight I go to my room and read Psalm 91 because it gets that bad. I really need the hand of protection from God.

I don't remember if I wrote this in a past entry, but Monday during the GFWC Junior Women's Club of Butler's meeting they voted me in as a new member. GFWC means General Federation of Women's Clubs. I am so glad!! WWW.FACEBOOK.COM/SPANISHANGEL1 is my facebook page. Please add me if you want to.

Two Nights Ago....

Two nights ago my parents had a fight and I hated it. They was talking about something that wasn't concerning me. So apparently I had to write the 10 Commandments 10 times. I hate it when I have to be in one of their fights. For now I am at the public library doing things that are not pertaining to my parents. I wish the would get off my back about finding a job. I want to do things my way not theirs and I am a grown girl.

I contacted a lady from Butler Health and Fitness about possibly having a trainer. Also she gave my contact info to one of their trainers and I haven't gotten back yet with them and I told them that I don't make much to pay the trainer. Now I don't know what to do as far as losing the weight.

Monday, April 16th, 2012

Today was just another continuation from yesterday. My Mom was yelling at my Dad for not listing rightly. I don't know what the hell is going on with them. Right now I am trying to stay out of it. When it gets heated I tend to go outside and read Psalm 91 that is my favorite book. The reason behind that is that book gives me a hand of protection from God and it does work. When I left the house today I told my mom I was going out and she said I have to look for a job and I don't want to. It's hard for me to find one. So I am at the library till it's about time for me to go deliver my papers for my first paper route. I don't care what I do right now because I know God is with me and will help me with anything I want. He is my strength and wisdom.

Life in a "Christian Home"

Living in a "Christian" home is hard. Parents who love me, yeah right. My mother doesn't love me. All she does is yell at me for not doing what I do. In this house I feel alone because I am the only one going to church. This one lady I have known for the past um, 12 years told me yesterday that she is proud of me coming. My prayers  are the only ones that count because I go to church. If you think that I do the right thing please let me know. God knows that I want to have a good life because I am in His house every Sunday. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep because I know my mom and dad is not going to church anymore. Right now I want to be a good role model to other people in life. At least I know I have good friends at church who love me enough to tell me what's right. That's what I love about the ladies at church.

Bad News

Yesterday my Dad went to the psych ward yesterday for I don't know what. Supposedly someone called the cops on him for something wrong. That's probably why I saw a jeep in front of a cop car yesterday. According to my Mom, he was gonna take a long walk, and he never came back after I was home from "finding a job". I think he called my mom when I was looking for him after my first paper route. For right now my Mom can go shove it. Why you ask? It's because the devil has entered our house. He has came in few years ago. Her yelling has been going on since I was 16 years old. And now I am currently 22 with 3 paper routes. The reason why she is yelling at my Father and I is because we don't listen very well. By the way, we do listen very well its just that we don't hear her that good. When she talks normal its like hearing a mouse fart, LOL! Right now I don't give a flying fart about her. She's dead to me right now. I don't know if he is going to be realised here soon. I'm guessing no right now because they might do somethings with him. But please pray for my Dad and I because we are in a family that is being torn apart. My mom has threatened to leave and she hasn't followed through. That's what she said the last time and look what happened. Like I said, please pray for us. 

Saw a Ghost

I saw my ex boyfriend today while I was walking home from my second paper route. When I saw him I was surprised. He wants me to hang out with him and my answer was YES. I was just over at his place and the front door was locked. I have to message him saying I was over at this place. Like the name of this post is SAW A GHOST. 

Stupid Groundhog

Just a few minuets ago I have just found out that Phil had seen his shadow. You know what that means don't you children?? Yes, that means that we will have blasted 6 more bloody weeks of winter. For your information, I hate winter. Ever since I was in grade school I hated it. But the result of winter was that I got either two hour delay or the whole day off. At the time which was good. I thought I would tell who ever read this blog. They way I found out was through one of the local TV stations out of Pittsburgh's website which was www.wpxi.com (channel 11-NBC). 


I hope that I get my bill for both of my paper routes. The reason being is that I want to know how much I'm not paying. For the past few months for my one route, I haven't been paying it because I had gotten some money back on it. At one point I had gotten back almost $200. That's good. I hope that I get over that amount. Ever since I started back last March, I always gave my Mother half of what I brought in. I don't know why I do it because she wanted me to pay for her cigarettes and other things. She knows that I am on a limited income like her and my Dad. But she doesn't realize it. Oh by the way my favorite football team is not in the Superbowl. Damn it!

Need Help

I don't know what to do. My Mom asked my Dad if he had put his blanket by his side of the bed. At first he didn't say a thing until she started yelling. I cry every time she yells at my Dad or I. I remember one time she yelled at me and smacked me across the face and my nose started to bleed. It happend once later and I was about to call the police. My mother said that if I called the police, that I was going to not come back in to the house. There is no way that she was going to do that to me. I can have her arrested for physical abuse. But I don't want her to call to have me arrested for verbal abuse.