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Friday, March 30, 2012

Life in a "Christian Home"

Living in a "Christian" home is hard. Parents who love me, yeah right. My mother doesn't love me. All she does is yell at me for not doing what I do. In this house I feel alone because I am the only one going to church. This one lady I have known for the past um, 12 years told me yesterday that she is proud of me coming. My prayers  are the only ones that count because I go to church. If you think that I do the right thing please let me know. God knows that I want to have a good life because I am in His house every Sunday. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep because I know my mom and dad is not going to church anymore. Right now I want to be a good role model to other people in life. At least I know I have good friends at church who love me enough to tell me what's right. That's what I love about the ladies at church.

Bad News

Yesterday my Dad went to the psych ward yesterday for I don't know what. Supposedly someone called the cops on him for something wrong. That's probably why I saw a jeep in front of a cop car yesterday. According to my Mom, he was gonna take a long walk, and he never came back after I was home from "finding a job". I think he called my mom when I was looking for him after my first paper route. For right now my Mom can go shove it. Why you ask? It's because the devil has entered our house. He has came in few years ago. Her yelling has been going on since I was 16 years old. And now I am currently 22 with 3 paper routes. The reason why she is yelling at my Father and I is because we don't listen very well. By the way, we do listen very well its just that we don't hear her that good. When she talks normal its like hearing a mouse fart, LOL! Right now I don't give a flying fart about her. She's dead to me right now. I don't know if he is going to be realised here soon. I'm guessing no right now because they might do somethings with him. But please pray for my Dad and I because we are in a family that is being torn apart. My mom has threatened to leave and she hasn't followed through. That's what she said the last time and look what happened. Like I said, please pray for us.