Thinking Of You (Poem)

I think and I think but here I sit,In front of my computer screen, dimly lit.I peruse my thoughts in search of her,And when discovered, my thoughts just wander. I love her with all of my heart,But I don't know how to tell her. Where do I start?So I sit and I think in front of my screen,But my thoughts seem so meager and lean. I want her to know how much she means to me,But it's hard being in love and making the other see.I felt this way for quite some time now,And I know I need to tell her but I don't know how. One idea works in my head,But I know that it'd be shot down dead.The perfect scenerio, it's in my mind,But sifting it out, it seems too hard to find. I interact with her from behind a mask,But I know, at this point, removing it'll be a task.I think and I think but what I search for evades me,And so I sit with my computer screen in front of me. I can only think about both of us, together,And how I'd treat her, delicate as a feather,Dropped from an extint bird, seemed to be lost in time,That needs careful attention and can only be mine. I just want her to realize that she's the world to meAnd that she's the only one that will ever be.I want to hold her in my arms forever,Sharing our warmth, letting go... never.
I love her with all of my heart,But I don't know how to tell her. Where do I start?I want her to know. This I know is true.But it's hard to say when I'm lost in her eyes of blue.
I can't tell her, my love is too strong,Besides, What if she hates me? What if I'm wrong?So now I sit here, sad and blue,Wishing we could speak words that lovers do.
I love her with all of my heart,I want to be with her and never part.I hope she returns my loveSo I prey to the stars above.I only wish I could make her seeHow much her love truly means to me.
~ The Tinman