Right Before Thanksgiving

My mom yelled at my dad for not listing good and lieing as well. I over heard them yelling and I hated it for some reason. My mom told my dad to leave and never come back. Also she told me to go find a job. Well right now most of the places are closed right now. So I am at the library writing this blog. I don't think I should go back home just yet. I want her to calm down for the time being. When I called the Crisis hotline a few months ago the guy told me to just stay away from mom for a few minuets to an hour. The reason for that fight was for the same thing not finding a job. When my parents where fighitng I sorta found something sharp and started to cut myself. For some that ain't a good idea. For me it's a way of relieaving myself of any pain.