Life in a "Christian Home"

Living in a "Christian" home is hard. Parents who love me, yeah right. My mother doesn't love me. All she does is yell at me for not doing what I do. In this house I feel alone because I am the only one going to church. This one lady I have known for the past um, 12 years told me yesterday that she is proud of me coming. My prayers  are the only ones that count because I go to church. If you think that I do the right thing please let me know. God knows that I want to have a good life because I am in His house every Sunday. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep because I know my mom and dad is not going to church anymore. Right now I want to be a good role model to other people in life. At least I know I have good friends at church who love me enough to tell me what's right. That's what I love about the ladies at church.